ETERNITY AFTER THIS

Tait got to visit for the weekend. It was a perfect weekend.  We did absolutely nothing. No obligations. No to do's.  Locked our doors.  Turned off our phones.  And had fun.  It was wonderful. And though I did fine at the airport- only broke down a little at the sad & confused expression on Gabriella's face when Tait walked away- it is harder than I thought it would be to keep the sadness at bay. And for small things, you know? Like putting his towel away since he won't be needing it.  Or putting away his placemat at the table since he won't be sitting there.  And I actually cried when I dumped out his half empty glass that he left behind.  Silly. Ridiculous.  But real.  And though I know this is temporary, so temporary, it's hard to turn it off sometimes...  But I'm lucky in a way.  Lucky that I love this man this much.  That i have him in my life at all.  That I'll be with him for eternity after this. 


Here are some pics of our fun weekend:

(Oh yeah, we did manage to put some clothes on and go out once ;)  )